Sekhmet.

Oh Goddess, Destroyer by Fire.
Eye of Horus.


Lately every urging has drawn me to you. Your healing your creativity. You whose wish created the Arts.
How can any artist not devote themselves to you? How can any one who seeks to heal, and be healed not
worship your guidance?

Your 100 names, every one of them. Each scream to me, hammer into my bones. Daring me not to follow my instinct. Always more comfortable in the greek pantheon, I find myself thrust, head first into the Egyptian.

Goddess, am I worthy of you? I know your trials will be hard. I beg of you to aide me in my journey. I beg you please...

I humbly ask to learn of you.

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Dreams

I've always believed dreams have power. This is a dream that has plagued me for years.




I have this dream, that I have all the time. I dream that my mom and I have to clean my dads trailer house (He hadn't lived in it for about 5 years before he died...no idea why we would have to clean it). The other part of the story is I am always having to get to Crestone (Colorado, close to where I grew up).

There are always variables, last night dad was still alive, but my mom and I were walking through the trailer trying to figure out how we could clean it since it was so mice infested, and made the comment it would be better to just burn it.

Last night, the variable also was that our neighbors had built a huge shop and were having to cut down tons and tons of trees (which is odd since the biggest "tree" there is a chico bush). I asked permission to gather some twigs for wands, and had to hide them to my dad to built the wands out of the trees (which were spruce).

When we got in the car to go back to saguache (not crestone, which was where I am always trying to get to, and needed to get to in my dream, then all the seats in the car were full and I ended up sitting on the door.

Majorly confused by this dream, I have it often, but I cannot pin down any "theme" happening in my life when I have this dream.

Any ideas?

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